As a child, I was scared of monsters under the bed
I feared darkness
I would close my eyes when I see a coffin
I feared death
It doesn’t matter how hard I tried
I feared something
As I got older, my fears changed
I feared failure
I would burn my report sheets to hide my grades
I feared disappointment
They told me all sinners will burn
I feared hell
No matter what I did
I feared something
Now I’m matured, I figured it out
I fear responsibilities
I push everyone away just to be alone
I fear love
I can do whatever I want whenever I want
I fear freedom
My imaginations run wild and get big
I fear success
No matter how hard I try now
I fear everything!!!!!!!!!
© Paul Udor